2009

Within few days more we will be saying goodbye to 2009 and hello to 2010. I don't have any new year's resolution like always because I haven't accomplished my previous resolutions. So my aim is to settle all my previous resolution before I make a new one.

Just now I went to see dr.norizan regarding the correction of my final draft. then on my way home, fuad called and said he wanted to meet me somewhere near uitm. and guess wut? he's married and he invited me for his reception on this 10th of january. am happy for him because he's de only male friend that i trust. he can be considered as my male bestfriend. just hoping dat he will not waste shana's life like wut izham did to me. but i know fuad is a much2 more better than him.

so i gez,i'll be getting more and more wedding invitations after this. perhaps.

hmmmmmmmm...

i rili2 feel menyampah reading updates about sakuskn ape tah kat facebook tu... seriously i don't believe that money can come to u effortlessly... although i do wish that i can earn thousands of ka ching by just mengadap facebook.. but i know that it's such a nonsense... easy money konon... that's just the lifestyle of org malas yg nk kaya cepat and bodoh of course... no business tp just invest rm3200 then suddenly jd kaya raya (in juz a a week?)... tp xtau mane pi duit2 tu.. labut ke mane x tau... buat bisnes ape xtau.. tah haram ke tak... bullshit ok? BULLSHIT!!!

lainla kalau berniaga thru facebook etc.. but no... just invite some stupid ppl join then ask them to invest on sumting u have no idea about n then gedebak gedebuk duit masok... yeah rite... itu sumer adalah penipuan ok.... u want money, u work for it... i wonder how can these ppl actually believe that there is such thing as easy money... kalau mcm tu,xde dh org yg ader financial problem ok? no need to waste time spend 5 years utk dptkan degree... jus keje bodo2 as long as dpt kumpul rm3200 then berhenti keje n labur kat that stupid pyramid scheme and tadaaaaaaaaa u r filthy rich...

we don't live in fairytales ok... this is reality dude... face it... nk duit, keje la bodo!!! am so not going to terpedaya dgn pic2 financial statement depa tu... cheh!!!!!

ok.... marah dh reda dh.. am cool now...

btw,last saturday alyaa kene sunat... huhu... since alyaa is a truly seriously budak baik, she only cried like for 4 seconds... see,am so proud of her... the doctor oredi recognised her sbb bile doctor saw her in the waiting area,the doctor was like "ehh!!! alyaa nadia,pggl die masok"... hehe... ok nadia... stop riak ok...

my precious alyaa skrg dh pandai clap her hands, bye bye, salam and now still learning how to give flying kick ehh silap... i mean flying kiss... and now alyaa cannot fit in her rocker anymore sbb dh pandai guling2 so in order to avoid accidents that might cause me to kill myself because of guilt, i'm training her to sleep in her baby court... so cute ok die tido dlm tu... if only i have a husband that can stand beside me (like in movies) and watch alyaa sleep... if only alyaa can have her own room... haisy..... never mind loh...

boring

i want a real job.. or i mean a job where i dont have to go to fspu in order to complete my task... phm x ayatku ini? this week n next week i might have to spend my whole week wat keje bumbung fspu... haisy... so sesape nk offer keje kpd diriku.. jgn segan silu k.. hehe...

btw, jaja... if u're reading dis,pls invite me to read ur blog... my life is not complete w/o reading ur blog... hehe.. sile jgn pengsan or sawan akibat terharu.... hehe...

LiFe....

you just can't have everything you want in life.. i might not have a loving husband whom i can lean to when am sad, but God gave me a lovely daughter that can light up my life and family that will always have my back and i am surrounded with friends that can always lend me their shoulder to cry on.. and most important is God blessed me with good health so that i can learn to appreciate how valuable my life is..

some might not be blessed with good health, but God provide them with supporting families and friends that will always have their back.. that is why we should trust that Allah itu maha adil... and also that is why we should always be grateful that everyday God gave us another day for us to live our meaningful life... Alhamdulillah...

NeW cHapTer of A NeW LiFe PerhaPs?

i found it so damn tiring if your whole life is dedicated juz to please the people around you that never appreciates you... seriously, life is no fun when everybody thinks that they have the right to take control of your life as if you are a lifeless human being that doesn't know how to live your life... i'm 23 already okay.. i may have done some mistakes in the past but that doesn't make me a moron... am no moron okay? so please stop treating me as if am no human... and please stop treating me like am a brainless child... am not brainless and am definitely not a child...

i have the absolute rights to defense myself when others accused me of things that i didn't do... defending myself doesn't make me someone with attitude... i juz had to do what i had to do.... don't call me stupid, stubborn, asshole etc when you, yourself are much worse than me... okay?