In a day we have a total of 86400 seconds which might sound a lot but actually it’s not. Trust me. I spent most of my time doing inconsequential things. For example writing entry for my blog (yg xde sape bace) whereas I should be doing my payment n VOs..
Other than that is to spare my precious time holding grudge on the person whom might not even remember my full name. Since my beloved cousin posted a really motivated ceramah on motivasi ibu tunggal on my FB page, I just realized that all this while I’ve wasted most of my times thinking of the past. What a waste. Maybe I can finish knitting 26 sweaters if I put all my spare times to a good use.
So, since then I stop thinking about all the inconsequential things. And surprisingly I feel relieved. It feels like 100kgs of weight had been lifted off my chest although it doesn’t change the number on my weighing scale but still I feel a lot LIGHTER on the inside.
I answered his calls,whatsapps etc nicely whenever he calls Alyaa. And I feel happy. Suddenly I feel happy knowing that he’s happy being with someone that makes him happy. I’m happy to know that my child loves her stepmother and I hope his wife loves Alyaa like her own baby. I feel happy knowing that I can be happy about things that made me unhappy before. (haa pening plak bile bace balek ayat aku)
Whatever it is, life’s just too short to be wasted on the inconsequential things. I love my life (except my work because they don’t pay my EPF). My life is AWESOME. And I’m AWESOME.
Therefore I’m going to make a list of all the things I want to do in order to put my 86400 seconds to good use.
· Make more time for Alyaa (harus p main ball di padang selalu bersama2 Alyaa tercinta)
· Masterkan teknik2 knitting yg terhangat di pasaran
· At least Berjaya jahit seluar pajama alyaa
· Make my own bantal yg comel
· Derma darah
· Re-register as an organ donor.. xtau ape kesah yg register dedolu tuh..
· Cari kerja di kawasan sekitar rumah
· Kumpul designer itemS (means I don’t just want one but manyakkkkk)
· Simpan n kira duit slalu (sedikit bercanggah dgn my previous point-lihat di atas)
· Pk next vacation destination n siap kira bajet trus
· Finish my office work before berborak (x janji but will try)
· Blaja masak
· BE HAPPY
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