Adele’s latest hits ‘someone like you’ really suits what I’m feeling right now… I know that I always said that I hate that bloody twerp so much. But who am I to cheat my own feelings.. Sometimes I miss him.. Not those times during our marriage.. But when he used to be my ‘the one’…. I miss how much he used to care about me.. I miss those happy times that we had b4.. b4 he changed into someone that I barely know.. I miss the way he used to act like kanak2 ribena just to make me laugh.. I miss those moments..
It seems so hard for me to believe it was him that promised that he won’t let anyone hurt me but he was the one that left me wounded instead..
I miss those times when he used to say that I was his lucky charm… That later turns to be his burden..
I hate the fact that he’s actually moved on.. I hate the fact how easy for him to erase our memories together.. How I wish I have those superpowers to completely erase him from my mind.. I wish I could stop hating him because the more I hate him, the more I think of him, the more I miss him….
I wish I had someone that I can talk to.. Someone that won’t judge me for being so stupid to miss him.. Someone that would say that it’s okay to feel this way at times..
I hope this is just a temporary feelings due to hormonal imbalance.. Need to find supplement to balance my hormones….. (-___-)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qemWRToNYJY&noredirect=1
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