Rojak Karim 2

Too many things running through my mind and I don’t know which one i should write first. So I ended up not to write any entry. Or in other words, M-A-L-A-S.

So I’ll just wrap up everything in one entry.

Firstly,

I just got myself a new job. It doesn’t pay much and my salary will be less rm50 compared from what PIQS paid me. But I don’t mind because I heard that this company is way more stable and they pay OT and mileage monthly. 

Now I’m having all this volcano eruption in my stomach whenever I realize that I have to submit my resignation letter to my boss. I don’t know about you guys, but I usually have this weird symptom like perut memulas, nak muntah bagai morning sickness and guilty as if I just made company rugi rm9.5 billion when I want to submit surat benti kerja.

Walhal, it’s as simple as farting. Yes,it’s simple and gives you the perasaan lega yg tidak bisa diungkapkan dengan kata2. So after Christmas will print out the letter and lipat2 buat roket and terbangkan bagai surat layang ke bilik boss and lari2 menyorok bawah meja.

Secondly,

Recently, a close friend of mine told me a sad news about her mother. Her mother has been diagnosed with stage 4 cervical cancer and now the cancer cells had spread to her lungs. She’s now trying her best to make her mum happy. Searching and buying every single medicine that might work for her mother. While I… complain how annoyed I am (sometimes) with my mum. *sepak muka sendiri*

I deleted my previous post about how I really wanted to move out of my mom’s house because I feel soooo bad complaining about my mum. I just couldn’t imagine my life without my mum. I have to be grateful because my mum is still alive to help me get through my life although if it means I have to hear all the bebelan everyday. Because I might miss all those bebelan one day.

Thirdly,

I am now obsessed with my sewing machine. I called it Lokman. Although sometimes Alyaa will cry her lungs out just because she doesn’t want to wear what I had bertungkus lumus sewn for her, I will never give up.. never surrender.. chewah.. but last week I was so busy and once again neglegted Lokman. He must be really sad.. sorry love.. later I’ll get my hands on you k?

Last but not least,

An old male friend of mine just delivered me the most shocking news. He is no longer attracted to his wife. I was so shocked because I never imagined those statements coming out of his mouth. He’s in love with another bitch. I know it’s not that weird. Biasela lelaki2 curang zaman skrg. But mamat tu?!! I looked up to him ok. He’s not the romantic type etc but I was so sure he’s nothing like my ex husband. Tp skrg?!! He’s about to leave his wife for another “fasha sanda + memey suhaiza”.. pity his wife..

I wish his wife will grow stronger day by day and can accept this as qada’ and qadar. Sesungguhnye doa org yg teraniaya itu dimakbulkan Allah.. Amin..

Till we meet again.. Adios my imaginary readers..

Regards,
Nadia

haPPy 3rD aNniVersaRy

haPpy 3rd anniversary to me!! today notes the 3rd year i transformed from being puan to cik nurul nadia.. hihi.. it hasn't been an easy journey for me.. it's not easy to fight all the negative elements that has been surrounding my life over the past 3 years..

but guess what??? i survived.. i am now a better person.. although still not in shape but am a happier person.. i found new hobbies.. cooking, baking, knitting and sewing.. although am not good at it but so what.. as long as i can feel the excitement of seeing something that's made by ME, am happy..

so am inviting YOU to come join my haPpiNeSs

 



LazY + anGrY SuNdaY

actually i was supposed to pick up my baju kurung moden that i tempah at this boutique in amcorp mall yesterday. but since my beloved WTV wasn't feeling well (battery kong) i had to pick it up today... and the journey begins............................

at first they text me to delay tarikh siap.. so i said ok la,it's okay janji siap.. then after a week they text me again.. this time ckp the fabric x cukup so need to change the design for the kain.. what the hell.. baju kurung moden je kot.. bukan nye wat dress mcm penari ballroom tu.. so fine la,i said ok la,buat la pape yg ptt..

then today was the moment that i've been waiting for... the moment i can sarung baju kurung moden  yg sgt istimewa perjalanan hidupnye.. so early in the morning i went to pasar with mak and rushing2 ke amcorp mall afterwards.. ohhh.. minyak habes.. so singgah sebentar di shell n filled up my tank.. then paid rm1.10 for toll..

since this baju's perjalanan hidup so penuh duka ranjau, i had to face the traffic jam at federal highway.. but it's okay.. as long as i can sarung that baju kurung moden yg sgt istimewa perjalanan hidupnye..

as soon as i reached amcorp mall,i faced another difficulty.... this time is the most ultimate challenge.. i need to find parking on sunday afternoon at amcorp mall.. so i round2 for almost 1/2 an hour.. tadaaaaaaaaa... jumpe parking di tepian dinding.. so i pray so hard kereta x kena clamp..

then i cant find the lift.. so had to use stairs.. ohhh rupenye nk naik lift kne naik tangga dulu.. pttla x jumpe.. so i used the lift.. ting... bny lift menandakan diri ini sudah sampai di tingkat yg dihajati.. (ground floor je ekceli).. so we (i,mak and alyaa) need to walk so fast sbb x sabar nk jumpe baju kurung moden yg sgt istimewa perjalanan hidupnye..

the staff greeted me like she hasn't eaten for 10 days,so i just passed her the receipt.. and she came back with a small clear plastic with my fabric baju kurung moden yg sgt istimewa perjalanan hidupnye in it... n i was like "awat kecik bebenor die lipat baju aku? x letak span ke?"...

ohhhh rupe2nye dgn tanpa rase bersalah pekerja muke selenga+bebal+bengap itu pun berkata "sori dik,x jahit pn baju sbb kain x cukup.. akak refund jela ye".. F.R.U.S.T.... so i asked her why didn't she inform me earlier.. because if she did,i would've asked her to just bank in the money so that i don't have to go through all the hassle to get to amcorp mall..

and she said "entahlah,akak xde time tu.. ade kat pwtc (ade exhibition)"... and she repeatedly saying the reason why they can't finish my baju kurung was because of my size... mcm la am as big as giant.. selama ni kat tailor lain pn aku pkai kain 4m gak.. xpnah pon depa ckp x cukup.. ckp sekali,telingaku masih dpt menerima lg.. tp kalu dh sampai 5-6x.. mintak ampunla ye.. then bley plak she said the cashier don't have enough money nk refund.. td ko kate nk refund,ni kate x cukup dt plak??? FYI the baju kurung moden costs only rm120 n not rm1200..

so in order for me to menjaga standard utk tidak memaki hamun beliau di khalayak ramai (amcorp sgt rmai org) i just asked for the owner's phone number.. after menghilangkan stress di secret recipe dgn mhabiskan dt mak... i finally calmed down and start mengarang karangan english yg berbunyi sgt professional.. to say how disappointed i was with their service.. siap ade topic psl melayu mudah lupa etc.. i should've asked for her email intead.. sbb mcm x cukup plak rasenye td..

then pi beli acai berry and in car charger smbil mencuci mata melihat samsung galaxy tab 7.0, 8.9 and 10.1 inch.. ya Allah ya tuhanku,Kau jauhkanla setan2 yg sdg menghasutku ini.. Amin...

sesampai di rumah,i still feel lazy to start my work so main curler rmbut with alyaa.. after rmbut kami sudah seperti shakira hips don't lie, we play mekap2.. then apply nail colour then cuci balik then mandi then guling2 atas katil.. and now am writing another entry for my xde-sape-bace blog.. stilllll x buat2 keje.. haisy....

oklah.. sekian sahaja entry kali ini yg ditujukan khas utk my imaginary  readers.. M.U.S.T S.T.A.R.T W.O.R.K N.O.W..


sincerely,
Yours Truly..

oNLy bRuNo maRs unDerstaNds Me

if there's any award for the best procrastinator, it would be me. i've been singing lazy song by bruno mars in every seconds of my life every day because that's just the way i feel (besides the fact that i love that guy sooo much)

i was supposed to submit my work like last week  last 2 weeks. but up until today, i haven't finished it yet. and yet i'm writing an entry for my xde-sape-bace blog -___- *sigh* and yesterday got to take 1/2 day leave because alyaa wasn't feeling well so i have to bring her to the doctor and of course i brought home all my work.... it's just that.........i.haven't.touched.it.yet. OMG what the hell is wrong with me??? i'm f*cking lazy pls slap me in the face..

as for my latest hobbies which are knitting and hand sewing (because i don't have sewing machine),will be abandoned for a while because i feel like singing lazy song by my beloved bruno mars until next year.. tq..

 actually i have this new thing that i intend to do with my officemate, but i'm afraid my laziness will take over my life and my soul (so exaggerate, i know) and this new thing will be forgotten and remain as cita2 x kesampaian..

"dear nadia, why do you have to be so lazy??? i know you love bruno mars to bits that you're so into his song THE LAZY SONG, but i don't think he would want you to be like this.

please change to a better person. work hard so that you'll earn more (although your boss won't pay your OT and EPF) and then you can fly to watch bruno's concerts and bring alyaa with you of course. 

please nadia, please exercise and slim down. i know bruno sang the song JUST THE WAY YOU ARE, but i think he'll only sing that to you if you weigh 45kg and have Adriana Lima's look.

i hope this letter will slap you back to reality. and don't forget to finish your work so that your boss won't kill you this monday"